Dark Star

Loving ur family, giving them a smile everyday, is so easy but to let someone love u or give u a smile is so difficult.A smile even if it's a sad smile, because sadder than a sad smile is the sadness of not knowing how to smile.

Even if you're sad you will still give them a smile. You will do everything that will make them happy. And if they respond you with a smile, that smile will vanished all your tiredness. Everyday, every hour, minute and seconds, you treasure those moments with them because we don't know, maybe today, tomorrow or the next day, God will take them away from you. You're afraid to lost them and think that you can't live without them.

But because of an unexpected bloody accident, all those happy and sad moments won't be done anymore. Only your sister and you survive. Oh, thank God he still left one member of your family. After experiencing that unforgettable accident, you are recovering slowly but.......because of love, love which you beleive the most. The love which you say the most important thing will be the reason of the death of your sister. Because of love she kill herself and from those times, you promise yourself not to love guys anymore. Eventhough you still don't feel the feelings of loving a guy, you now strongly believe that guys will only ruin your life. They will steel your happiness and will hunt your dreams every night and turn them into nightmares.


It's easy to cry when you realize that everyone you love will reject you or die.